One week in and already sick with something.
I caught some puke on the hand and arm. GROSS. Happy birthday to me
Ugh
He felt way better after getting that out of his system but 4 hours later and just puked again
Poor guy
Poor me
Oh, it’s 1:11 am
1:11 or 11:11 or 1111 or any variation
I see this combination of numbers more than an other
I don’t see 2:22 or 222 or 3:33 or 333, just bunches of 1’s
Weird
I’ve read about this number sequence and there are def some crazy theories out there
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I can deal with sick kids
I don’t enjoy it but I can deal with it
I knew it was something today
He fell asleep in the car, unexpectedly
He barely got off the couch
He just wasn’t himself
Hopefully this is quick and he’s ‘mostly’ better in the morning
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As of late I really haven’t been able to sleep
Whatever caused my pancreas to stop working properly and my inability to tackle this issue early on really f@#$ my shit up
My nerves are shot … all over my body
So far only jumping in the show helps to calm things for a bit
Jumping in the pool or anything that might irritate my skin … it’s not a fun feeling
I want to be invincible, or at least free from this garbage
I want to be healthy and able to deal with life’s shit
I’m sort of okay with this disease. I wish I didn’t have to deal with it but there are certainly worse things
And we are ALL going to have to deal with something
This is just mine … unfortunately … and this is what I have to live with
In time … it should and will get better
Something new might arise but we’ll face that when we get there
Just doing what I can …
Now, maybe I can get some sleep
Someone recommended hot tea … let’s go try that 😉