I had a dream, or maybe multiple dreams, last night. She was there. It was hard to tell if I was just a dream about her or if she was actually there. But the more I think about it she was. Those dreams are few and far between. I’d be fine sleeping for days if that’s all I could think about. Sometimes, like last night, they feel so real.
And then this morning, some questions finally came out. Where’s mommy?
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I gave her the same answers. We looked at some pictures. Am I doing this right? What does she need to hear? This is probably the hardest thing I’m going to have to deal with.