Prior to 15 weeks ago life was great. Tuesday I turned the big three-one. Somewhere along the way I either read, or was told, or maybe I just figured that holiday’s would be tough. I was hoping Tuesday would be pain free, but it was far from that. Reminders of what I no longer have were everywhere.
@ 30 she threw a big surprise party for me. I went golfing in the morning and came home to find most of our friends and family at the house. She definitely went out of her way to make sure it was a great day. And it was.
I never could have imagined I would be dealing with all this @ 31.
My mom spent the day at the house. She brought a cake and balloons and presents from the kids. It was very thoughtful.
And the next day at her families house they had some things for me as well. I read one card and wasn’t able to get through it so I stopped. Unfortunately I still have some more to go and am not really looking forward to reading them. Then they sent me home with some cake and some of these pretzel and hershey kiss or rolo treats. Those things are really good. Just a small circle or square pretzel with a melted rolo or kiss on top. I def don’t need snacks in the house…especially ones that taste really good.
I miss u so much!